Comments | froggletoggle: and so life continues....

froggletoggle

and so life continues....

Apr 18, 2005 23:12

Wow, so I just had a weird past week. I thought hell couldn't come to earth? I guess I was wrong. What sucks is your suppose to write your feelings on this thing, but the one thing that made last week hell I can not say on here or will even tell. I guess what I am really looking for is someone to talk to... I mean I have good friends that you can ( Read more... )

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samy856 April 19 2005, 07:10:25 UTC

I'm here if you ever need me - even if you need to talk about pointless stuff to get your mind off the hard things.

froggletoggle April 19 2005, 19:28:34 UTC

Thanks Sam... I really do appreciate it! :)

... anthony_russell April 19 2005, 08:16:27 UTC

I'm alive and well. I can understand wanting to know if I'm alive or not because I still care as well, so I won't be childish about such things. Just don't forget sarah you left me. It was your choice. I'm only doing what I can to not think about it.

Re: ... froggletoggle April 19 2005, 19:27:32 UTC

I know I left you Anthony, but it wasn't because I still didn't care about you. I wish that I had known I was not ready. I would not have even tried this, but I really thought I could. I am sorry for the pain I caused you and hope some day you will be able to forgive me. I don't really care if you believe that or not but it’s the TRUTH. I am glad to hear your alive and weather you want to hear from me are not I am going to send you an e-mail or some type of message to see if your still doing good every once in awhile. If you respond that is of your choice. I still care and I just want you to know that. I have one question though... if you never trusted me the whole time than why did you even try if you knew it wasn't going to work? In the end you knew it would cause pain.... why put yourself through it if you knew it wasn't going to last?

Re: ... anthony_russell April 20 2005, 08:52:55 UTC

Send all you want. I will answer them but not like I did when we dated. It's not my forgiveness you need sarah it that of your own concious. I forgave you the moment you broke up with me. I respect honesty remember? You ask why would I risk it? Even though I knew you wasn't ready and doubted highly you would make it why would I put myself through something as painful as that... I thought you knew. I loved you. Fuck it I still love you. Somethings are simply worth the pain including all of this. Don't mistake my words for me wanting pity. Even if I don't have you I have my integrity.

Re: ... froggletoggle April 21 2005, 06:32:37 UTC

Anthony it is nothing to be ashamed of... still loving me... And I know the last thing you want is pity. I know you... I don't want to cause you pain anymore...I just wanted to know why...I will never be able to forgive myself to a certain degree what I have done to you... that's all I have to say.

Oh yeah and for the record... I still love you too. Even after all this shit.

rockstar_85 April 19 2005, 19:36:37 UTC

Well, I love u, Sarah! *HUGZ*

froggletoggle April 21 2005, 06:38:22 UTC

thanks! :)

i_love_harry85 April 20 2005, 04:47:52 UTC

hey sarah I am really sorry about your break-up! I love you hunny! I am going to call you! You can tell me anything and it will stay with me until I die!

froggletoggle April 21 2005, 06:39:14 UTC

i know you would, but this is something I am not ready to talk about yet... when the time is right i will, but for right now I can't.

i_love_harry85 April 21 2005, 06:40:42 UTC

ok... I am always here! I love you hunny!