speachless. okay. yea. um well i just got home from ocean reef. in tears sadly. but i had gone through the most amazing days of my life. i will never forget all the times in ocean reef. expecially with my baby who i love to death. seriously i have no idea how im gonna live right now. it still hasnt hit me yet that im not gonna see him for like 3 or ( Read more... )

Why did i fall in love with someone who lives not near to me? Love can really suck sometimes....

WOW! thats all i can say! last weekend was the most amazing, super fantasmic, weekend of all weekends. i got to see pat on saturday. it was really funny how i got to see him. so earlier that day at around 2 when he was supposed to be in ocean reef i give him a call. he says hes still in NY and all the planes are delayed. if im lucky ill get to see ( Read more... )

Exited, mainly. only wed thursday and friday to go. then saturday. cant wait. i know i talk about it alot but i just miss him soo much and cant wait to see him. amazing kid i shall say. lately, more on the down side. idunno whats up with me. w/e. when car shoping with morgan, cool beans. yup. gonna go get ready for bed and talk to my love. ill talk ( Read more... )

Long time to talk. idunno just been busy i guess. sorry. anyways um ill see pat real soon like in 4 days. um.. schools okay. nothing else new. went to caros fiesta on saturday, pretty cool but left at 10. didnt feel like staying. um then sunday made 145. dont know what to do with it. ill buy like a scooter or something, i dont know. what do kids ( Read more... )

hey. yea today im sick so i didnt go to school. talk to pat last night which made me feel better but still can change the fact that i ache. whatevyo. um not going to spring kallah. found out about it to late and i have a party to go to on the 5th anyways. only 16 more days till ocean reef and 17 more till i see pat. i cant wait. i pray to god that ( Read more... )

hey. boring day i guess. just got my hair cut. yea pretty cool i guess. um talked on the phone with pat, my love. walked home this morning from annas at 830. did nothing all day. um tonight im supposed to go somewhere with donny but knowing him he is a no show but we'll see. only like 3 more weeks till i see pat which is like nothing since i havent ( Read more... )

Hello once again. Tired and beat as usual. just came home from the gym. only 3 more weekends till i see pat. these days have gone by so sloww. im really mad cuz this long ass weekend coming up, i wanted to see pat but he parents are meanies and wouldnt let him outta the house. ugh. that ruins that. anywho, nothing special yesterday. spent my ( Read more... )

hello. yea Valentines day tomorrow. shit holiday. w.e i cant even be with pat which sucks soo badly. its gonna be such a bad valentines day. w.e . pissed. i love him and ill talk to him on the telephone. ugh dont matter. anyways, shit weekend. nothing new. friday chill at morgans. sat chill at sunset.sun chill at home. miss you. alot. im out. later ( Read more... )

Hello. im very sad. i miss pat soo badly. the weekend i wanted to fly up there to see him but i find out he cant. he got in trouble now and might not be able to go to ocean reef. but he probably is going. even if his parents tell him no he still is gonna get him money and fly down here. i miss him so much. i need to see him. but i will next month. ( Read more... )