hello i dont think im gonna be wrighting in this for a while cuz all it does is create problems. ( ill be back when things start to shape up).i still have a my space so you can comment and read some stuff on there but for now fare well....untill we meet again...

i give up everything. i dont wanna do anything any more. life really sucks for me right now and i dont know what to do. even my own boy friend doesnt trust me. i swear to you that i would never hurt him. i love him too much. but i fell like im gonna loose him and i dont know what to do with myself. im breaking down now while i write this. im in soo ( Read more... )

Hey. just got of the phone with pat. i really do hope it works out what we have. anyways pat might go to a coed bording school next year which is good for him but bad for me. more worrying about now. well i reallly hope i am able to see pat in june. only like two months. not bad but ill deal some how. anyways uhhh nothing much just got some new ( Read more... )

Yo, siick weekend. went to atlantis in the bahamas with anna and morgan. get there on friday. sat went to the slides, pool, and met up with alexa. then that night got totally wasted because they really dont care how old you are in atlantis. jamie!!!!!(some black lady who came up to the 4 of us while we were eating and called us hoes, but she was ( Read more... )

heyy! how it going man. yea yea all good. this weekend. aiight. chilled with anna, morgan, jeremy, and john at annas on friday. saturday went to fisher island with anna and moragna nd chilled with taylor. fun stuff. sat night chilled at marks witha couple wits from gulliver. did the usual manner. talk on phone with my love. then today, boy what an ( Read more... )

Im feel like shit right now, i dont feel well, missing someone like crazy really bites, i feel like im losing my best friend, school is just being a bitch, my parents are annoying the shit outta me, i really dislike alot of people from school, and to top it all off i think my life sux right now. im gonna try to go to bed. All this thinking is ( Read more... )

uhhh i cant sleep. i have an essay due tommorow which i havent done. i miss pat like crazy. and i cant sleep. wow. sucks. i wish i could be with that kid right now. if i was in ocean reef i would..... im starting to talk to camp people again. they are cool. i really wanna go to a camp reunion or something so i can see everyone. ohh and i just ( Read more... )

Heyy. nothing much going on. annas over now. yesterday was a shit day. went out to dinner with the cusins from sarasota. today went with anna and her madre to bloomies. alright. didnt get anything. um tonight we are going bowling. i dont know why but we felt like doing and evening activity that has to do with putting your fingers in dirty slots and ( Read more... )

Yo. yea. um went to the moms store after school. my cusins are in town so they were there. studded my pod Mary Jane which looks sweet. went to the movies with anna and morgan at 615, saw The Ring 2. it was okay. first one was better, both were cheesy. anyways. just got off the phone with pat. he always knows how to put a smile on my face. i love ( Read more... )

Im really depressed now. i wont talk about him that much but all i can say is i miss him like crazy, you cant believe. to bad the time we had together was so short. short yet sweet. wow i never knew how much i could love and miss someone in my life. i guess i do now...