wow. i have done nothing to you...thats interesting how you can treat me like that...only ever been nice to you....only ever tried to be your friend...only wanted everything with us to be ok. but i guess some things can never change....im sorry if i have done something to offend you...but i never meant to hurt anyone...and if you think for two ( Read more... )

well i saw you yesterday....it was really weird....of course you looked really good...but isnt that how it always is....i hate that you wouldnt even say hi to me....but i guess thats the way life goes...

mar

well i barely made it home today. it was quite the intereting ride. everyone be careful driving home cause its bad. i swear.....this is the reason that a break from michigan will be very nice. although there is no place like home and i know that i wont be there forever i promise although im sure no one will miss me if im gone ( Read more... )

fuck you....fuck you...fuck you...fuck you......fuck you...fuck you....fuck you...fuck you....what did i ever do to you.....absolutely nothing....i was only ever good to you.....only ever did everything for you.....only tried to make you happier than i could ever be..cause making you happy was what made me happy...just to see the smile on your face ( Read more... )

ok....what are true friends.....i think they should be classified as someone who looks past the little things sometimes....i think they should be forgiving....i think they should listen and be comforting....i think that they should not get mad over stupid things.....like and i mean stupid....one day im just going to scream ( Read more... )

lately i have been thinking that the world isnt ready for me. there are some things that will never happen and thats just the way life goes. i know that sometimes people want everything a certain way....but life doesnt work like that. you cannot help who you like and who you can never ever ever ever like. its just the way it goes. im sorry that i ( Read more... )

lately ive been thinking maybe ( Read more... )

well i guess i know what it feels like. and let me tell you it hurts. i dont know what to do with myself anymore. i feel like the walls are caving in on me and there is nothing i can do but let them suffocate me. i sit here day after day doing the same damn things. no one has time for me because they all have much better things to do. i dont blame ( Read more... )

i dont think that i have been this depressed in a long time. i dont even care about much of anything at the moment. like i dont care if i dont go into work and get fired. i dont care if i dont eat for a while. i have completely lost my appetite. i dont even know what to do with myself right now. i just feel pretty stupid right now. i feel like i ( Read more... )

just ignore that last entry.....lol

mar