Road Runner (74.64.38.182)
Brooklyn, New York, United States

Every broken heart has screamed at one time or another: "Why can't you see who I truly am?" ~ Shannon L. Alder

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“Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused.”

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Alan Cohen

Instead of being in the here and now with someone who is trying to care about me and know me;I somewhat dissociate from the here and now and re-play out an old relationship causing myself to lose sight of both who the “other” is and who “I” am. I guess this happens because I cannot meet my own needs and tend to look for others to do this for me. ( Read more... )

Kate and I got a place in Brighton,a decent + safe neighborhood of Boston.

Being directionless and a bad decision maker makes the reality of it scary.

And still,i'm getting no hot dickings.why why why why whyyyyyy?

everyone,

Tonight I bought nicotine patches,detox diet pills,+ smoked the last of my herb and my last stubby cigarette a few minutes ago.

I'm done with all that business.

YYYYYYEYAAAAAHHH.


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dudes are always giving me the buisness.the chemistry between us receded probably faster than his hairline.i hope boston isn't as small as it feels ( Read more... )

Corey-O's.

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"She was in the bathroom for song long I thought she was drinking [the wine].So I sent an employee in to see ( Read more... )

Can't get a job ( Read more... )