I'm waiting to hear from my dad on if he's going to buy me a car.

Then I can make a decision about school.

I don't even feel like going to Portland anymore.I'm having fun around here for once ( Read more... )

My mom doesn't want me to go to Portland to visit Jess.

She thinks she used to kick the shit out of me.

I did come home with a broken toe and bruises all over my body.

But that's because I was drunk  and I get rowdy.

She actually said, "what were you so high....?"

I just wrote a really long fucking entry and something happened.

Oh yeah,and tonight I refered to a tape deck as "technology."

As i'm writing,i'm on the phone with someone.But I stopped for a second so I could finish writing my self absorbed live journal entry.

I smoked pot with the babe from A Market.I want her shit.

Cool.

I'm just letting you know in my own emotional way that your hanging by the string of your tampon.And i'm not,a piece of shit.

This is not like heavy flow...

I get so blazed sometimes that life becomes like how you kind of remember a dream.
It feels like I was dreaming when I listened to punk francais yesterday.
ha.
les ex.

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I don't think your new friends can take you all away ( Read more... )

Got a date with the babe from A Market.
I had a dream last night I was doing jello shots and making out.
Got on the hygiene train too.I feel pretty incomplete without pithair.

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and,
i've got a crush on the girl at the natural foods store.

ha.

"if you ever want to do self-destructive things sometime,let me know"

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august 19th,2006
"i'm going to smoke pot every day for the rest of my life"