I love being a star gazing hippy...(by the way, the stars are out again).

Well...I guess I'm gonna be in school for an extra year. I've got a very important research paper due and apparently my research for it has vanished. It's all right though...If I fail English III I'll just be a junior again, which means more research papers...Yay! Maybe it won't drop me to an F...Hopefully ( Read more... )

Well...I've quite possibly just made a big ass of myself. I'm sorry. I never meant for things to go this way. I didn't plan to freak out, but it happened and I'm sorry.

Goddamn...

How about a little fucking acceptance? How about a little less ridicule? Could you throw in a fucking praise every now and then? No? Then fuck you.

It feels like I'm lost. I'm lost in a place deep within myself and I'm too far in to help myself or receive help from anyone else. It sort of feels like the cold is growing inside me again. It feels like the gray is spreading and everything is once again becoming numb. I don't know what to do. I'm drifting away from everyone and everything and I ( Read more... )

This spring break was the best ever. I've been having what I think is the time of my life and I'm loving it more and more everyday, although I do miss some of you whom I don't see as much of lately, such as Jordan and Seth, Matt and Adam, Jake...I miss everybody. I still love you all though.

It's nappie time. Peace.

Hello peoples, tis I once again, giving all a piece of my life to be viewed by all of you who do not really care, and the few who really do. I would first just like to say that I love all of my real friends, those of you who have stuck by my side thru good and bad, no matter our seperate views, especially those who have befriended others that I ( Read more... )

I've been so fucking happy for the past week. Spring Break began Friday, as most know, and I've had cottonmouth ever since, if you know what I mean. Everything's excellent right now. Last nite and today was so much fun. I hung out with Garrett, Phillip, and Ivy starting at like 9ish last nite. We rode around in Phillip's ghetto pimpmobile for like ( Read more... )

I'm such a rebel. Garrett and I decided that we needed a day off from school, so we skipped today and stayed at Brandon's house. I haven't even gone to bed yet, and I'm watching Ladder 49. It's fantabulous. Anyways, Thursday nite was flippin sweet. I got to hang out with Phillip, along with Timmy-chan, Garrett, and Chasity. We all sat at Pizza Hut ( Read more... )