So it's pretty much inevitable. There's no way that I'm going to get to go to any college that I really want to. A lot of my friends say that, but my family seriously has very little money, just nobody knows it ( Read more... )

I really feel like I live two seperate lives. One that people in general see, and one that a very select few ever know exists ( Read more... )

I had such a good time this morning:
breakfast
your house

I tickled you because I wanted you to do the same so maybe I would want to laugh instead of cry.

It worked

until I was by myself

and saw a white Volvo drive by.

I miss you already.

It had been over six months.

The feeling of defeat.

that I'd made more effort to stay close with you ( Read more... )

Some days, there are two of you that are the only reasons I stay here.

The past two weeks have been so insane ( Read more... )

Today I just felt weird ( Read more... )

Driving home today, we listened to Bright Eyes. Lifted and Motion Sickness. Bright Eyes makes me think about a lot of things. I started thinking about how material everything has become, how altered every basic human function now is. Sitting there, music blaring, I wanted to feel human. I wanted to be close. I wanted the feeling of skin touching ( Read more... )

every streetlight reveals a picture in reverse ( Read more... )