I feel like a prisoner trapped in my own body ( Read more... )

You’re breath on my skin ( Read more... )

You’re needed ( Read more... )

ive begun towrite a letter to my dad, father, whoever he is. i dont even know what to call him. i wrote some last night and it was hell, im gunna write more and more each day until i feel satisfied that maybe i can let this go for good this time. i wasnt expecting this to hurt as much as it does, but i know i have atleast one person i can turn to ( Read more... )

well yesterday i went to cj's first show (Kills The Moment) with deanna. it was fun, they fucking ROCKED. like they were soooo good. i was amazed. everyone wishes more people would have went, but ohhh wellll. that just means im gunna start having to make people go and stuff. im really so happy for him, hes with a bunch of great guys in a great band ( Read more... )

that vacation i just took to see my family...was the best and the worst thing i have ever seen all at the same time. it scared the hell out of me =(

things are slowly getting better. all im hoping for are my grades to get better, thats what i really really need. suzy and me are finally talking again, it makes me so happy when she smiles at me and we laugh again, gahhhh!! how i missed that. it just makes things so much easier and makes me feel better during the day. theres enough people that ( Read more... )

okay...im confused about a lot right now. if what im fearing is true, im done, its over im completley done. im sick of getting hurt, being used, being taken for granted, lied to, pushed away, left out, and being unimportant to everybody. its like show that you care if you honestly do care...i try to whenever i can, by just saying i love you, giving ( Read more... )

yeah i actually hate snowdays, i am probably the only one that does, but seriously, when its a snow day usually the weather is bad, and i hate bad weather. which means i am stuck in the house all day. but anyways, this weekend wasnt that great. me and my sister drove through that snow storm, and i thought we were going to die, it was so scary, i ( Read more... )

well...i got in the shortest fight today. it didnt even last a day(which is good...PROGRESS!!)haha. im just really worried, and im the one feeling horrible for the situation and im not the one who should be feeling bad...it shouldnt even be happening, well i should say it shouldnt have even happened. but theres nothing i/we can do. so i guess im ( Read more... )