you're gonna have to ask

[fromtheinside7]

deleted last entry, felt like an asshole. things got taken the wrong way.. so you want to know what i hate.. this is what i hate..

i hate that felicia left me a comment telling me never to regret anything that made you smile.
i hate that that made me feel like total shit, and just made me cry more.
i hate that certain songs play on my winamp, when it

Comments

[wool]

I'm not going to be like everyone else
And I'm not going to tell you that everything will be okay
Because everything might not
Everthing may turn out really super shitty in the end
But, I am going to tell you that I love you very much
And I am going to tell you that I think everyone deserves a second chance
And I'm also going to tell you that you aren't alone
Almost everything that you posted
I am feeling.
And I am going to tell you that if you ever need someone to run to
I'll be here.
That isn't just a line like everyone else says
You're one person that I value and respect and trust more than anyone
You honestly are my hero
And I love you.
Please don't hurt yourself no matter how worth it it seems
♥

[fromtheinside7]

i hate that you commented cause for some reason i hate myself even more
i really do hate that felicia said that, and i just keep reading it over
i hate that you value, repect, and trust me.. cause i'm gay
i want things to get better, but the wont. i hate how everything gets worse.
i cant tell you that i wont hurt myself, cause i hate myself so much that i dont know what to do

thank you.

[beth_519]

Oh my, Devan.
Please, be happy.
You know I am always here for you dear.
Don't ever doubt that.
♥

from abby

[anonymous]

it's ok, i hate myself too. and i hate your mom too. and love sucks ass. and people are dumb. and don't use a knife, because the noise does suck. i love youuuuuu, and even if i have to make you throw up again we'll have some fun. and don't forget that i'm your best friend still, and i'll kick someone's ass for you. well, probably not, but you get the idea. feel better.

Re: from abby

[beau_tifulme_ss]

i think that abby and devan shouldn't hate themselves because i love both of them dearlyyyy ;)

[anonymous]

don't make it all about you and not all about devan, because she is the one hurting.

[anonymous]

and you just worded that retardedly. from same person

[felicia_0789]

Know what I dont care.Me and Devan are fine now.

I wasn't making it to be all about me.I was hurt I made her feel even worse.I dont feel that I have to explain anything to you because it was for Devan.

[atdianon]

hey. i love you. alright, bye