I finally caught up on my sleep today, but I wish I had had something else to do. I figured a week off work would be welcome after how it has drained me and worn my feet down to stubs for the past month, but most of my plans fizzled into nothing, and all it's left me with is more time to think, and that isn't exactly welcome these days, by me or ( Read more... )

I don't know how else to put it but ( Read more... )

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I am so amused. But of course, you already knew that. )

To be boring and hackneyed, I must start off this entry with a weekend recap; I did exactly what I do every weekend. Except minus any touching. Damn him ( Read more... )

Alright, so that second New Year's resolution didn't go as planned ( Read more... )

Along with New Years came two big loses in my life, and with those loses came tears in my eyes. But nothing was left to do to take my mind off of them but to dance the night away; the year had to start off right. And it seems that with everyone I've cut ties with this past year a new door has opened and someone has come along to replace them. ( Read more... )

Sleep just won't come tonight ( Read more... )

I wait for your return. It seems the only way that I will ever feel alive.
Throw myself into my injuries and close my eyes; I'd give anything to feel alive.
And I will wait for you tonight. The scalpel carves a map for you.

I suppose it's about time for a new entry. Vacation has fortunately kept me too busy to write, what with the champagne (and "vodka") flowing the night before Christmas Eve and plenty of live bands, Dance Dance Revolution, and sex to keep me merry ( Read more... )

I didn't think the little Christmas get-together was going to be worth all the effort I'd put into it, but apart from a broken drawer and a lack of vodka (minus the salt-water kind), it was a complete success. I look back and wonder why I thought it woudln't be; good friends, good cigarettes, and... well... decent wine. I had a lot of fun playing ( Read more... )