Honestly, I want to run away, far far away. All I am doing, with every move I make, is running away.

oh fuck my honesty.

I haven't written in so long. So much has changed. I feel like a different person, but only in the respect that I love myself. I completely, 100% love myself. I just had to write that ( Read more... )

I just had 4 days off from my 4 jobs. It was glorious. I also spent them having sex with one of the hottest men I have ever been with. He is a senior at the Air Force Academy, and he is from Texas. God ( Read more... )

I think I am becoming depressed. I have been invited to so many things with friends, but have absolutely no desire to go. I don't feel like hanging out with Cris. I don't feel like doing anything but hanging out in my room with my dog. I want to sleep a lot too. but I don't necessarily feel sad or suicidal or anything. I guess I just kind of feel ( Read more... )

I cannot believe everything going on in Myanmar right now. That country has my heart, and my heart is bleeding right now. I'm not sure I have ever seen a regime with such an iron grip on a nation. The people are so dead, so lifeless, so hopeless. Normally the government is scared of touching monks. They are scared to make their gods angry. Now, ( Read more... )

I have not written in awhile. I know. Life ( Read more... )

Sigh ( Read more... )

I have officially been invited to move to Hawaii with my long-time best friend Shannon. Officially ( Read more... )

Why do people call me during the day? I am at work. It's like people think I don't have a job or something. Sorry folks! We can't all be waitresses and work at the mall. Don't bitch at me for never answering my phone when you call me between the hours of 10 am and 5 pm. I am at work....working ( Read more... )

I want to move to Hawaii soooo badly!!! I'm thinking that if I don't have anything going on by the time of September or so, I'm moving there ( Read more... )