I think Luis really walked away this time. It hurts to know that I drove him to that point ( Read more... )

Last night was the craziest night I have had in a long time ( Read more... )

A lot has gone on in these past few weeks. It's interesting to think about the place I THOUGHT I was at before I went to Florida, and to actually go there and have it all fall down is amazing ( Read more... )

My morning ritual. Breakfast while reading emails and looking out my window. Some days there are just dogs running around, but this fine morning there are Mexicans and the like raking leaves. It takes four of them to do the simplest of jobs. They sure are bundled up ( Read more... )

I meant to tell you this little thing that happened to me today. Well, a couple of days ago my friend Jessica was telling me that her boss was looking for someone to work for her. Jessica gave me her number and told me to call her. I did, and I left a message on her phone explaining myself and giving her my phone number. I never heard back from her ( Read more... )

So the same day I found out about my pastor I also got fired from my job. My boss didn't even tell me, someone else gave me the call. She said I didn't do anything wrong, but my boss could tell I was unhappy. I was, but it sucks not to have control over the matter. It sucks being told "we don't want you here."

Basically, the pastor of my church, the largest church in Colorado, was exposed to having solicited a male prostitute for "massages" and meth. It's all over the news, and I'm sure you've probably heard about it ( Read more... )

Josh pisses me off. Only because he is trying to. He tries so damn hard to "play my game" only, I'm not playing any games. I'm not sad that he is over me. I'm glad. He needs to be. I need to be over him. I'm moving on for my sake. He is there. I am here. Trying to keep it together would just end up hurting us both even more. That's why it ended. So ( Read more... )

This is my reply to you ( Read more... )

I know I already posted today, but I really need to vent ( Read more... )