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this life that life
so yeah im posting smoking a cigarette its good cancer sounds great....yum -
home on leave......
feel the most unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach like something has gone horribly wrong and there is no way to fix it. i don't even think that i would want to....i'm married now and maybe that is just the way i should feel, i don't really even know. i feel as though the one person i should know and that should know me i do not. i wonder if ( Read more... ) -
in the army now
so im sitting here at the rec and i was just thinking i would update this not to much going on just learned how to disassemble like 10 new weapons like the m242 and the 120mm mortor just last week but anyway back to drinking beer just thought i would throw that out there. its kinda crazy being here but its really not that bad once u get past basic -
sitting in an airport...
sitting here just wondering what is going to happen... going to love =) -
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going into the army -
for nothing to one
to all in the since of none it is time; the day is here. to the way i am and the way i need to be always were so far apart. now 1 to the death as fast as it may come. to the life i wish i had known. before i leave this desolate hell-hole i want to let someone know something. this was not my finest hour but, in real life you dont have an hour. just ( Read more... ) -
I've fallen and i dont really care
i dont know what is wrong with me i just cant seem to snap out of this weird daze over me. i just worry about alot of things for no reason. i have no one to talk to about any of this really.i try to talk to cristyn but i dont really know what the problem is. i have no way of dealing, but shit happens. i feel as i am walking and small pieces of me ( Read more... ) -
the happiness in the world
Live, Express one idea today that matters to you, find someone you love and kiss them, go to sleep without a single tear in your eye, be the person you want to be and you will find your freedom. No more than we do this than the chains grow weak and the will grows strong. The only person stopping you is yourself. Today ( Read more... ) -
those people in the line of cheese to get less cancer
These people dont know what they have. the cancer is something to get less of and those people dont get me started. But as to many who care about certain things that dont matter. The minute in which we live is the same minute in which our birth, life and death all occur. To the day, and the night i say these kind words "make love and sing songs, ( Read more... ) -
so the space pirates sure took it up the ass today, right? right?
yeah crazy shit. my mind feels so weird right now i think im sober really sober. i dont know what i should make of this. to cling to it or to drive it away. well either way im going back into my bottle and whatever else i find on the way. now if i could only leave work...