Anyway so no sleep last night i tried on matts floor but no such luck...i then spent the last of the night hanging out with scott and random people of amusment until about 10:00 when it wound down and then i went back over to matts to play DDR and start all over again....no house to go to no job to work....Pawning like mad...Soon enough things will ( Read more... )

Man am i tired i just slept on a fucking Deer...no questions. it seems like im losing touch with alot of things i use to care about. I still havent been able to talk about any of my shit but im going back to my doc so maybe i can talk to her some more....right before she shoves 3 more pills a day down my throat. Anyway The love life has not ( Read more... )

so anyway last night went out with friends....saw some girl that new me one of my sisters old friends. I have a deep hate for being Referred to as my family's relative. (Angie's Brother and so on.) anyway so the boys bail and we get to talking...she is going to her house to watch invader zim =) love!!! We get there and i nurse a beer for about 45 ( Read more... )

God all i do is Bitch on this thing i think im going to change it up today...
*Begins to Dance*

-Yep

I have spent the last 3 nights wondering what is wrong with me...wondering what i have done to desire this personal hell im putting myself threw. I know everyone has problems and everyone has there own stuff going on right now. but i dont know what the fuck i have done so wrong. Talking threw them doesnt help and just trying to fix them myself ( Read more... )

FUCK?