gah... i miss her... this sucks... i don't do well with loosing people ... i'm sucking it up and dealing but when i clean and find things from high school .. i have to fight the whole urge to cry
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I've come to a realization that I am the only individual that knows fully what the details are on the things i have gone through and i'm the only person who knows my thoughts and feelings; those that assume they know or come to state that "oh your just saying that we know you really feel or were doing this cause...etc" don't know me at all...and
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Insight is brought by insanity. When the world has finally crumbled and you its too dark the clouds clear in your head just long enough for you to see. Doesn't mean that you will get answers and or be able to make the decisions you couldn't before just means you'll see alot clearer. I keep thinking I've moved on from certain things then i find my
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This is the first day in weeks i have been home right after school and i am bored shitless. I like hanging out with peoples or doing something i don't like just laying around. But writing and reading occupies my time so it works out. School is gotten to be just a waste of time since we all have senioritis and no one wants to do anything, they want
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so as emo and as pathetic as this sounds i am giving up my heart...i don't know why i do the things i do...sometimes i think its because i have a deeper darker side that i hate but when i feel like what's the point enjoy life to the fullest right i let it out and then i do things that make me feel worse
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i don't think i am going to have a prom date which makes me sad.. me and sean broke up .. my reasoning .. and all he does is make me feel guilty so i don't want us to go and the THREE!! days he has to be with me ruin the feeling of prom.. and the sucky thing is its kind of romantic kind of has that date feeling so i don't know what to do ... he
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So i discovered the hidden treasure to my web camera... the ability to make a video diary .. i can show pictures and talk easier than typing sadly... well its my first two *two parts of one lol* its not much but its a start for now.. take a look :) leave comment its technically for me and looking back on myself later on in life but i felt like
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