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Rays of Light *copyright to Colleen 2/26/08
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some people have no care
Sometimes i feel like its just worth nothing.. why work my ass off.. no one sees it... i don't feel any better but being stressed out and feeling sick. My mom gives me a nice its a good report card ... "good" is for last years classes this year i am stressed and i worked really hard to get almost straight As out of my fucking full schedule of hard ( Read more... ) -
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i feel so alone and its a different kind. Not the sappy ignored alone that I felt as a freshman more of alone like no one really gets.idk..... like i don't feel as comfortable as I once felt and i don't feel so clicked with people.. maybe i am just out of it. I feel down but not the scary depressed kind just the kind that lingers on you where you ( Read more... ) -
a spark is all that is needed
I love new years. Not only do I have a chance to look back and learn from my mistakes but i can look to a whole new start. Those are the two best things to hold onto. Sometimes I love change. Its inevitable and sometimes I do not like the direction it heads to. Sometimes i will be standing in the middle of a field just saying " What the hell why ( Read more... ) -
Shopping..
grrr.. i hate shopping with friends and its not because i don't have fun i always do ( Read more... ) -
This is us having a good time ^_^
I love kelly and karyn, we have the best times ^_^ :) ... these are the days that i will never forget a crap load of fun... and a great story behind it... *cough*scavenging for money *cough* XD
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Here is my update... lets see .. well i just sent in Western's application two weeks ago and i am sending southern's and central's next week... i really want to get into western i saw the campus the other day and i loved the place. I am still nervous about being at a dorm but .. sooner or later we have to leave home right? Its just a part of life. ( Read more... ) -
for ....nvm
This song.. i posted for reasons not for the reasons most of you think... which most will get from the post but its more for half of the meaning of the poem.. but minus a couple of lines its true ( Read more... ) -
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so it was a really good weekend.. friday i was worried about how it would turn out cause mark was making every frustrated but i ended up getting really hyped up on sugar. Sometimes i realize that sugar is an excuse to be me without holding back .. make the jokes i wanna make and jump around like a crazy person and not care what anyone says and ( Read more... )