yellow eyes

[frostopia]

sometimes i just want to cry. most of the time i feel void of near anything. after years of suppressing, years of forcing myself to express.. all for nothing. all for something. it really was something. and i remember pain. gut wrenching pain. the kind of pain that makes you question how you could ever be the same afterward. and you're not. i

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[frostopia]

breaks aren't meant to last

[haplo_alone]

how long have you been frostopia?

and i want to ask, but am afraid of the awnser: what made you frostopia?

[frostopia]

as long as i can remember.. for far too long.

to answer what made me this way would require a whole new entry, maybe several.

either way, i'm temporarily out of my funk. :)

[haplo_alone]

i do find it interesting that you and i seem to create a name and never change it. The only times i change it is when i'm searching for a way to make people NOT find me through my aliases. So very many people allways seem to change their names almost at whim. Sometimes its nice to see the change, but i find something more beautiful about finding what you are early.

[wandmorrison]

::Hugs:: K. I hope you feel better

[frostopia]

::hugs you back::

i'm fine, thanks.

[richie_law]

this wont help. but. i believe in fate. not a mystical idea that our lives are drawn out on some cosmic roadmap, but that there are a set number of paths that we can tread down, and a set number of people that we will meet on those paths. Now, assuming that you and your SO broke up, it just might not be the right time for you to meet him on the current path your on. make sense? nothing says you cant meet him later on some fucked up roundabout of life.

Still...your emotions are what tie you to your soul. be true to yourself, and dont be afraid to do what you know deep down is right. i know its a lot easier for some stranger to tell you this over five thousand miles away, but, its something that ive had to tell myself a couple of times.

keep yo chin up...cuz its a hard knock life ;)

[frostopia]

i'm actually going to write an explanation to this. i think i will right now.

[chachee_mamoa]

I think you should read your writing between the lines for "direction"
You should also read yourself that way

[frostopia]

you always have something wise to say. come back to hawaii. :(