ok, i know, this is stupid. new journal. i was just tired of everything with my old one. i just needed some change. i know alot of you added me just yesterday. and now im changin it up on ya. but oh well. its my journal and ill cry.. i mean change it if i want to. new username is Cuddlefish2. i heart you guys.

A-Shizzle

just read a few old entries. now im crying for the first time in days. yes, days. amazing, huh? i wish i could go back in time. i worry so much. i say so many stupid things. i cant help but wish things were different. and what am i supposed to do? tell him how i feel while he's having the time of his life in england and ruin all his fun, ( Read more... )

Name 20 people you know ( Read more... )

so the fact that i just said thursday really shows how out of it i am. lol. meant sunday of course.

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things about me A-Z

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A- Age of 1st kiss:16B- Band you are listening to right now:PavementC- Crush:DavidD- Dad's name:DennisE- Easiest person to talk to:David or GabeF- Favorite ice cream:mint chocolate chipG- Gummy worms or gummy bears?worms, deffinitelyH-Home town:P'colaI- Instruments:guitarJ- ( Read more... )

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so, its been LONG LONG LONG time... im babysitting tonight and im tired of sitting here watching video games. so ill write this entry, and then you'll all know, so it wont bother him, and it wont make me cry anymore. i hate to cry. so, me and david, right? dating, right? well, as of tuesday night, not so much. yeah, i know, we all thought ( Read more... )

bad mood. GREAT mood earlier. 1 good night, 1 colapse on the couch, and one inconsequential phone call later ive fallen into a stupor. oh well. just another broken promise to add to the list for today. 1st the 1st phone call, and now i probably wont even get tomorrow. and god did i want tomorrow. but who knows anymore. anything and ( Read more... )

I am officially the HOTTEST ZOMBIE EVER! lol. even if Sarah does have a better zombie look than me, noone could beat my makeup. and mayme's the purple egyptian zombie. and garnet's the zombie seductres. and Ian is the SEXY NEW KID! what what. hahahahaha ( Read more... )

David is amazing, astonishing, remarkable, stupendous, incredible, beautiful, loving, astounding, marvelous, wonderful, wondrous, sweet, precious, darling, luscious, adorable, lovable, charming, delightful, cute, cherished, dear, WOW!

::UNDERSTATEMENT OF THE CENTURY!!!::

-Mrs. Wade

hehe.