last night was sick. that's all i can say.went to the HOB for a kick ass show. ilove metal. and the last band was still 40 minutes away when they were suppose to play. so since HOB got in trouble and are really pushing out minors at 9 they weren't gonna be able to play there set. so realitys flaw talked to a bunch of people and found some guy who ( Read more... )

well i moved into my apartment yesterday. it's pretty sweet. sean is kick ass and it's gonna be a good time. sean malone that is. well anyways. that's not really important cuz i just found out like tons of shitty news. man i love how life works. my friend may have cancer. and that scares the shit outta me. i don't even know what to do. i mean.... ( Read more... )

i probly heard the worst thing i could have ever heard tonight. and it pissed me off at first. but in the end it just made things so much easier to get over. thanks for telling me. don't feel like shit. i just love you even more for doing it. you saved me from getting hurt again. you saved me from wasteing my time. i can't express how thanksful i ( Read more... )

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i don't know what hurts more.....

knowing that my friends are suffering.....

or knowing that they can't talk to me about why they are suffering...

i wish there was something i could do.

i just want you guys to be happy.

so my dad informed today that James motherfucking Taylor is gonna be at the fair this year. so that's awesome. i've never been to one of the main shows at the fair. i'm stoked ( Read more... )

so i'm gonna attempt to do this. and make it somewhat productive? i've decided that i'm more then likly not gonna go back to school. i want to.... but just not enough. it's past the time when i should be settings things up for the fall semester, and i find myself kinda just waiting til it's to late. that's why i went ahead and decided not to go ( Read more... )

drunk is fun. but have you ever just sat and thought about if it's really as much fun as you think. woo you can't walk striaght. woo you can't talk straight. but woo when i can't remember when dereks walks in the door and i even say something to him. maybe that's enough.

i suck. boo to me.

my life doesn't excite me anymore.

lonly. boring. pathetic......

me in a nutshell.

last night was one fun ass night. driving around in a limo for two hours and drinking lots of beeer was so much fun. and the fact that we were with cool ass adults made it ten times better. it was also the first time i hung out with LP. she loves her screw drivers ( Read more... )