First Name: Shayla ( Read more... )

Marital Status] single and ready to mingle SEEING SOMEONE ( Read more... )

wow. how does two years pass you by? I cat believe that the last time i wrote in here was nearly two years ago. and wouldnt i love to say that things have changed. that i have worked out issues that have been haunting me for years. I havent. big suprise. I still havent been honest with myself on anything. I take one step forward then a ( Read more... )

I dont like myself... and i dont like where I am in life. And i cant figure out how to change things.

That is all

so this past week was very interesting. Mmhmm. I know i dont update and I'm sorry for it. I suck at life. Ya wanna know what else sucks? My job. I dont like it, and i get paid bupkis, and it blows and I hate joel... and he makes me wanna cry... or run him over with a car. One of the two will happen soon... i can feel it ( Read more... )

Your Existing Situation ( Read more... )

So yesterday before work i was in the really blah mood.. but then i get to work and guess what? Karie brings me this cute whistling teddy bear and some yummy ghiradelli chocolate... so i started to feel alittle better. Char shows up with Jason, and i was all like...awwww... young love.. how adorable... and i meant it haha... but then Kristen shows ( Read more... )

So... I woke up today, and things just felt different... Like... finally I am ok with whats going on... i was on myspace and one of my friends had this great song on their profile... and i immediately went to itunes, found it and blasted my speakers and started dancing (no one was home).... I danced for like 30 minutes (woulda done more, but had to ( Read more... )

Ugggg ( Read more... )

[Marital Status] single and ready to mingle ( Read more... )