Why is it that love is such a killer...
its so hard to not get hurt when you are in love and it is so hard to understand it. the only way that i figure you can do is to just not think about it.
you know that your feelings for a person are true when, you care about every single thing that they do whether it be harmful or not. you dont have to always ( Read more... )

what does pensive mean anyway?!?

now that i have a writing journal i usally dont need this anymore... i guess ill post every once and a while... but yeah...

     Dont you hate it when you know that you cant have someone? Are you ever jealous of other people that you don't even know because they get to spend thier time with that person? Do you ever wonder if they are still thinking about you? Dont you just wish that you could know? well... maybe not because if you knew that they were still thinking ( Read more... )

I had a huge long entry but then my computer shut down on me so now that i have everything out of my system im better...
-Signing Off
Amanda

i still just dont know what to do... i think that ive had my share of pain in this little heart of mine... its been broken before and its never hurt this bad before...
...yesterday... was probably the hardest thing for me to do... i came over to alicia's house and it was about 9:00 in the morning... and Matt was sleeping on the little couch thing ( Read more... )

Ok... i havent written in a long time because seriously i havent had anything to write about...
this is my journal i can say whatever the fuck i want...

I hate it when ppl just dangle something right in front of ur nose... they just do it... i want something that i know that i cant have... i know it... i know that i shouldnt still like him because ( Read more... )

Hey People who are too bored to do anything other than to read my writin.... lol....
Today is the 4th, and i couldnt help but watch the fireworks and see the wonderful beauty in it... but me being who i am had to look at the bad side of the beauty...
everytime a firework goes off... it lets out a harmful gas that effects the ozone layer...
you ( Read more... )

A boy heard the voice of the whippoorwill one night and went out to find where he was singing.
 He had to walk quite a ways through a big field, because the song of the whippoorwill carried so well in the wind he sound much closer then he really was. And on the way the boy found a well worn trail, so he stayed on it for a while.
And sitting in the ( Read more... )

Thank you Lord for the things you have done in my life,
I Thank you for the trials you put on my Heart,
I learn even more every day,
I can do anything through you,
You give me strength so that I can make it through an other day...
Even tho it might be tough and I will be depressed,
I look to the heavens and think,

It will all be fine...

It will all be ( Read more... )