Today has been the shittiest of all shitty days. I'm just sick of the whole damn situation. One fucking mistake and how many people's lives or relationships have I ruined?!? Too many is the answer. Honestly, I shouldn't be in this situation, people like me DO NOT get caught up in shit like this... I know she doesn't trust me... probably never will ( Read more... )

Everything's so screwed up... I know that someone hates me now... Someone I hurt more than I ever thought possible, someone I never wanted to hurt... I feel like shit... I really wish I'd done it cuz then they could be together without her worrying about things happening or whatever... Damn...

Guess whose house has yet again been blessed with the awesome power of the internet? Well if you guessed me then you be right. I got some bunnies awhile back from the lovely Kari Bishop ('s mom lol). I claimed the wee little black and white one and named it Oreo (get it?) Oh and guess who gets to go see Green Day in may?!? MEE!!! I can't wait, * ( Read more... )

Holy shit, do you know how long it's been since I last updated?!? I'll tell you how long, a long ASS time. A lot has happened since I last wrote. New friendships have come, old ones have gone. I'm currently kicked out of my house so I'm kicking it at Amanda and Alaina's for the night. There's this really hot guy in my Chemistry class who doesn ( Read more... )

Rule number one: No more vodka ( Read more... )

That doesn't make any sense unless you've heard the song... but it's Friday so I spose it kinda makes sense.... anywhos, yeah nothing much has happened, I just felt like writing some shit in this fucker here. We had our Fiesta de Los Muertos today. Senora's so cool, I walked Carly to class and stayed and talked with her until after the bell had ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of them fucking days where everything goes fucking wrong? Or nothing really goes wrong, you just feel like it has and that makes you sad? I hate those fucking days... I've been having them more and more frequently. I hate feeling like that, I'm surrounded by all these fucking great people who I think care about me and all I ( Read more... )

I'm so bored. And home all alone. Always alone. Everybody else has somebody else, I don't. Agh, don't mind me, just rambling like always. I went to Spider Hill yesterday, it was gay and a waste of money. Then we went to Steak And Shake and about killed this guy cuz he was treating us like we were fucking idiots. Kacie was really pissed and ( Read more... )

To live and not to breathe is to die in tragedy
To run, to run away to find what to believe
And I leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this, this town that don't exist
So I run, I run away to the light of masochists
And I leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line a million and one fucking times ( Read more... )

I hung with Carly and Chrissy today, that was awesome. First it was just us, then we went and picked up Matt, he licked me!! Ugh, that was nasty. Well I guess I deserved it cuz I bit him, heehee. Yeah, then Carly wanted to hang with Aaron and Kyle so we did that for about two seconds then we went to Ace and guess who was there? Yeah, Kyle's not ( Read more... )