I've done nothing but sit in my room ( Read more... )

Guess there's not much point to updating this anymore cuz pretty much everyone who reads it fucking hates me... with good reason... I just can't believe I was stupid enough to ruin all those years of friendship over one fucking night... and one fucking person... God if I could go back I would have just not gone over there, cuz if I don't have ( Read more... )

Wow I'm really fucking sick of being called a slut and a whore and a bitch by all these fucking people I don't even know. I already feel like shit enough I don't need a bunch of fucking people telling me how worthless I am... Whatever it's all over and done with and there's nothing I can fucking do now to fix that so I wish people would just fuck ( Read more... )

I'm feeling hopeless and lost again. I need someone who knows the situation I'm in and that I can tell all this shit that's been weighing down on my conscience to. I need to just get my fucking license so I can hop in a car and run the fuck away, away from this fucking town and everyone in it. I really need to lose weight... I keep looking in ( Read more... )

<< Do you think they realize that my current warped state of mind is reflected from their constant childish bantering? >>
~Were they fighting?~
<< Aren't they always? >>
~Yeah, it's always about little stupid things~
<< I know... I wish they could just shut up and be happy >>
~Me too~
<< Taylor, are you happy ( Read more... )

Did you ever see that one person
And the way they do these things
And it hurts you so much
It's like choking, choking, choking

Did you ever look
Did you ever see that one person
And the subtle way that they do these things
And it hurts so much
So much like choking down the embers
Of a great blaze
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread ( Read more... )

So um yeah the Green day concert is most definitely tomorrow!!! I'm excited!! Yeah I got kicked out of Geometry today cuz Schaidle is gay and a bitch and that class sucks balls anyway... I think things are finally getting back to normal. I know she's still hurting... I am too... but at least she's starting to talk to me like she used to... I used ( Read more... )

In a dark corner of a dark room ( Read more... )

Yeah I have to write two songs for world history by tomorrow and I most definitely did NOT bring me fucking book home... I'm so smart. I still have so much shit due in all my classes, it's not even funny. Yeah so today's mother's day and I didn't even get my mom a card *nervous laugh*. She's making a big deal out of it and I'm all "mom, I don't ( Read more... )

I feel like shit about saying all the shit I said about someone in here. I mean, it sucks major cock that we're not friends anymore, but that doesn't give me the right to tell her to fuck off or whatever I said. If you read this and I know you do, dude I'm sorry and please don't hate me!! I've just been having a shitty couple of weeks and the ( Read more... )