yeah...i made my nose bleed today. that's always fun. AND, i picked my nose today for the first time in.... i don't even know how long it's been. but it was GROSS. neccessary, but GROSS. at least now i can breathe (and no,blowing my nose wouldn't have helped). I dunno how i possibly enjoyed that disgusting habit as a child. gross. anyways... yeah ( Read more... )

Alright...tonite was another struggle. I told tj pretty much that we should basically stop talking and stuff. that i can't and probably won't change and if he can't accept that, then there's nothing more i can do. i kinda yelled at him about how maybe it's not my problem that i can't change or that i won't, and the maybe it is really his problem. i ( Read more... )

I'm too attached...but i want to let go. Or am i just too afraid to???

I've changed my mind. I first decided to keep this issue "on the dl". But ya know what? WHO FUCKING CARES?! i know i DID...now it's too late to do anything about it anyways. so... yeah ( Read more... )

dude... today is boring. Hopefully later, something fun and interesting will happen. But as of right now, i'm waiting to get picked up, and then go out to shop a little. that SHOULD be fun, but...we'll see. Life is getting better and easier, now the problems have slowly eliminated down to a few. Hopefully, i can get a better grip on myself and not ( Read more... )

...UNLESS of course, you are one of those few who get hundreds and thousands of dollars worth of gifts that mean everything to you when really, in the end, they're worth shit. But temporarily, you are happy and "thankful" for all the great gifts you get.

IT'S ALREADY CHRISTMAS EVE'S EVE!!! WWWHOOOOAA!!!!!!!!!!

OH...btw, i think that the chances of my stupid ass moving to blaine has just gone up. It's getting closer to becoming for sure. Hmm.... does anyone care? NOPE. UGH!!! JOLI... i need to talk. i need to VENT about TOO many things.

I hate everyone and everyone hates me. But i mean, particularly my family, or more so, my parents. I hate my mom of all, so, i guess it comes down to the fact that i hate my mom. I know i'm not the only moron on this planet that hates her mother... but if i do, i'm gonna fucking say i do. I'm so pissed right now, because all she does is bitch and ( Read more... )

JOLI - You are a magnificent friend. You have always been there for me when i needed a friend, and you have never turned your back on me, or shut the door in my face. I love you for everything you are and everything you are going to be. I love you for everything you are to me too, and i'm glad you are in my life. Thank you for being Joli. Just, ( Read more... )