TODAY ( Read more... )

JUST FUCKEN SIT BACK, RELAX, AND WATCH MY WORLD CRUMBLE.

I'm sorry for everything wrong i've done. Since the day i was born, it's been a chain reaction of unhappy events. Everything good that's come to me, i've learned to fuck up somehow, and then lose along the way. The people i learn to love, slowly disappear, and soon its as if i never had anyone in the first place anyway. I love all my friends, some ( Read more... )

Okay. Today is Sunday, the 28th of November. On Thanksgiving, I went to Ham Lake, to my oldest brother's house. He combined Thanksgiving with his oldest daughter's 7th birthday. Well, It was fine, I guess. Food was alright, could barely finish what I had on my plates, and then plus cake. Yeah, it was just alright. Then, afterwards, me, my mom, and ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at the computer with a cup of water, and a yummy bowl of ramen noodles. I'm still in my pajamas, and nothing has been done. I havent washed my face or brushed my teeth, the most i've done is take a piss. But, as soon as i finish this bowl of noodles, i'm getting dressed, washing up and doing my hair, then leaving this fuck hole ( Read more... )

Okay... hmmmm... What to write. What to write. It's about 430 am. I am waiting for my mom to come downstairs so that i can take her bitching ass to work and then go on my own way later at 7 am. Man... another day with no sleep. can i do it? I hope so. Well... Ummm ( Read more... )

"won't sleep. Won't sleep until i'm done with finding the answer..." The Rasmus ( Read more... )

All of it! All of it is just fucking BULLSHIT!!! EVERYTHING, EVERONE: BULLSHIT!!! GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!

I don't care what you think, and i don't care what you say. Fact is, you don't know where i'm coming from, and if you can't understand, then don't try anymore. I love this man, and that's that. I love him! I love him! I love him! God, i love him...

You've got to live the day like it's your last ( Read more... )