sorry to jump on the bandwagon folks but this is going to be my final lj entry. for now anyhow. i'm sure you know my reasoning so i'll skip that spiel. on with the update, ay ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like people only want to be friends when it's convenient for them. i feel like other people always mean more to me than i do to them, i hate being so fucking disposable. i try so hard to be happy and pretend that everything is ok but it all falls apart so quickly. i'm not talking about any one person. this always happens, and ( Read more... )

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one time kenyon was carlos d.

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today i had to draw an old naked man named dennis. i thought it would be weird but it wasn't.

i got the job at maryhaven!

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so this morning i had the maryhaven interview. it went relatively well, i'm going to another interview on monday at the house in medford. everyone seems so worried and against me getting this job. i'm not 100% sure i want it either. i wish applying to jobs was like applying to colleges, and you could apply to a bunch of places and then choose ( Read more... )

guys, i really love pop music from my middle school years. like jellyhead by crush, charm attack by leona naess and lovefool by the cardigans. if you can think of any similar songs please share, i want to make a wonderful/terrible mix cd. anything poppy and happy that was made between 96 and 98 is game ( Read more... )

the next two weeks are going to be hell. i actually have to do work, and we all know what happens when candice carr and schoolwork collide, bad things. there will be much procrastination, whining, self pity and sleepless nights.

my hair smells really good.