I went to Wes' funeral last night. It was comforting having it at the church I go to, knowing familiar faces were around me. But I guess that's how we met. I remember the first time I ever actually talked to him, it was on a youth mission trip I attended the summer before my totally messed up sophmore year. We were painting houses and such for the ( Read more... )

When my dad wiped my computer last weekend, he didn't back up the crap I wanted to save. I lost... everything. It may not seem all that important to you, but my life- hours of my stuff was there. All my paintings, stories, poems, pictures, music, put together htmls I was learning for my new super cool LJ layout, agh- I feel bad thinking about it. ( Read more... )

Pineapple is eMo CoRe, rock on- go ahead and kill yourself... please.

I've been so busy lately... but not so busy as I can't provide you with a little riddle.

( What has no neck, buzzes like a bee, and is always feeling a little piney? )

^^ ah, today was extremely boring. I drove Chantel home from school <3 she's a cool person. I finished my History project in 1 hour... it was due yesterday, good thing I left a period early, huh? Geeze, some people... agh really tick me off. I'm so tired of taking people's shit. I really believe I can get through this, and just not take it anymore ( Read more... )

Today was kind of boring, extremely. After school, I went to work, then I picked up BAA and went to Target. Hmm, they had nothing. Everything was picked over. <3 I'll go later on in the week. I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I forgot my damn geometry book at school so I'll have to do that homework tomorrow morning. I'm very nervous about tomorrow. ( Read more... )

My Mother dearest bought my dress today, then we went to this shoe place and got these superb shoes to go with my gorgeous dress. Oh man, I want this guy I know to ask me to homecoming... agh. I don't think he knows I like him. ^^ Maybe I should ask him, hrmm. I dunno, maybe that's too forward. Anywho- my courtdate is tuesday for my permanent ( Read more... )

BAA and I had a fabulous day... ^^ First we went to this thrift store off of route one, it had some stuff- but nothing all that worthwhile. Then we went to the mall. I found the most gorgeous homecoming dress, ah it's so pretty. So I put that on hold. After a while of dodging nasty people and their children who should be on leashes, I took her home ( Read more... )

I wish I had never met him,
I'd give anything to get over him.

My heart hurts.

I hope it doesn't rain like this forever, that'd be a definite bummer. Rain always makes me a little bit sad, and tired. I had a crappy day to start out with and the longer the day wore on- the crappier I felt. I have like 3098430598 feelings going on inside of me. I can't pick one out from the other. Some of them I know what I'm feeling, but I'm ( Read more... )