@how I still have this thing and haven't posted an entry in 5 years.
why the fuck did I spell fruitie frutie? fml.

I thought about you today.

I wish I couldn't.

I wish there was something to take up that space.

I'm afraid, love, it'll be there forever.

And it scares me.

._.

Whoa.

I think I got paid today. I didn't stop by work, so I don't know. I'm so... bored. My summer has been wasted on sleepless nights, and cloudy days. The only time I reallt have fun is when I'm out with Heaven. I fail at entertaining myself. I draw, write, read, repeat. I want to get out and do something crazy. crazy. I usually hate ( Read more... )

I have the most random conversations with people I have never met in my life

( such as: )

I have not, updated, in half a year. 6 months.

<3

I haven't seriously updated this thing in forever ( Read more... )

3 days until my birthday <3

Agh, I can't believe I'm going to be 17

I'm getting old

:(

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Today was pretty fun. After cleaning the downstairs, Chad and I headed out shopping. He's such a good sport- Chad's the best brother in the entire world. First we went to target, and I shamelessly spent 60 dollars on clothes and shoes. Then, after going to target- we decided to go to the mall. I'm directionally challenged... so we went the wrong ( Read more... )

I'm excited about this 'crush' feeling. You know when you like someone, you feel so unsure, and you enjoy the secret. I love the secret of a crush, know one knows but me... and somehow it's a whole safety in itself. It's weird. I'm kind of liking this new sense of not worrying about that annoying thought of him in the back of your head. <3 ( Read more... )

I never knew you, maybe that's why this doesn't hurt... I'm not sure who did this to me. The foundation we laid down on wasn't there, I never actually knew what love was... and I have nothing to compare this experience with. I can't even grow as a person, a human being, from this- at least, you taught me the depths of being naïve, and the bitter ( Read more... )