memphis seems like a good place....of course everyone says there's a lot of black people there that's why the rent is cheap but i really don't care.  i love memphis, i love tennessee. to be close to the mountains and way closer to my family.  i definately want this....i think i'm gonna plan on doing this whether lucas wants to or not.

random thoughts.  i really can't organize them.  on the verge of depression but nothing is really here to push me to that edge.  I feel appreciated right now but that won't last very long i know that for sure.  He'll forget.  which is no big deal i guess.  sometimes i wish i were alone.  it's so much easier just to take care of myself.  I love his ( Read more... )