( october 01 2007 )

im starting to fall ( Read more... )

I GOT MY COMPUTER BACK!
i feel like i got my life back.

thats pathetic

i got in to cmu.

decisions are the worst for me.
i can never pick.

my head is always spinning thinking of what i want to do, where i want to go.
i cant think about anything else.
and i feel like every conversation i have has been about college.

redunkulous.

to sum up my life for the last week or so.
hairspray.
iss/ttws.
Megan+Marianne
( senior pictures )

ive been fish sitting. but i killed it :[

i told chelsea, shes not sad. but kimmie really wants the fish, so i getting them a new one.

( he was cute :] )

my dad just called.
hes not coming home until Saturday.
i almost cried when he told me.

i really miss him.

i really miss Megan too.
i wish i could do more to make this situation better for her.
but i don't know what to do.

i don't think i will ever be able to live by myself ( Read more... )

so I told Megan how i cant handle live journal [ive tried to make one before, but i didn't know what to do after i made the account so i didn't get very far.] so she made this for me, and i decided that i need to figure out how to use it. so here it goes ( Read more... )

first entry :]