i would love you for life for this only song
"your voice digs graves in my ears
that would never receive their dead"
...who said that?..
such a beautiful and precise definition

it will soon be a year since i'm messing around the net in common and lj/li.ru in particular ( Read more... )

my first and probably the last fic... an ultimate terrifying fluff i'll hardly ever have balls to post anywhere ( Read more... )

shit. shit. shit ( Read more... )

my mind's pregnant with loads of unspeakable ideas ( Read more... )

it’s all so dead inside of me
it feels so really perfect

my face is hurting when I try to smile
though it never used to before

it was too beautiful to be for real
not meant to be in this world and this life

i'm not gonna taste my blood anymore
and pour alcohol on my sores, making them bleed even more painfully
i took my part in this game, now i'm passing my turn and washing my hands clean of this

not literally yet, thanx all powers lol
in fact shit is in my head
one should never save old messages on their cell phone, if they don't want insomnia and some masochistic experience
just delete it all fuckers and sleep well [alone]
no one's gonna ever mess with my mind till i have myself
may my will be the highest power in my fucking universe amen

this existence starts getting pretty annoying ( Read more... )

well, it's really a pity i almost quited updating this journal... its design is the most awesome of all liveinternet.ru diaries i keep and besides i need some english practice, not only by reading slash, heh ( Read more... )