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I used to do a lot of things.
I used care less either way. Now I can't help but feel somethnig about everything. People say that's human, but normally people don't cry over forgetting their shoes at home. I mean pull over, fall down, heaving, shaking, snotting crying. Being a headcase is defintiely interesting though. More than you would think. I think it's because I surprise ( Read more... ) -
I just saw this movie.
And it kinda made me think. This isn't really the kind of movie that makes you think ( Read more... ) -
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life sucks -
Seems like mine was like yesterday.
Fuh. So, Friday my little sister graduates highschool and I'm kinda feeling like crap about it. It just feels like I JUST JUST JUST graduated... and it's been so many years lol. It's like the time just...went on without me. Like, I stayed in that fresh out mentality but no one else did. I've just been feeling overwhelmed lately. Trying to be an ( Read more... ) -
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Fuck dating. I give up. Everything is always so fake. So just fuck it. Is it so much to ask to be talked to and not ignored....Is is too much to ask that he treat me like his girl instead of some random person that annoys him all the time. Fuck him. And fuck dating. I'm too done with this shit. I could complain but no one's listening. -
Still got angst.
And I'm 21...going on 22. It can't be teen angst still. That was over years ago... But yah. Angst. I'm tired of expecting things from people and them never delivering. It's getting to where I can't depend on the people closest to me for anything. Nothing. Not one thing. Not even their love. It's seeming like I'm not -worthy- anymore. I don't know ( Read more... ) -
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I'm gonna clean my apt for the first time WOO. <3 BAI. I'll show when done XD. Just gotta find batteries for my camera. XD This is my second day off in a row and I'm going NUTS. Nothing to do...-_- Lol. I'm watching Jon Stewar and he actully made a funny joke about China hosting the Olympic games or something. He was all like "famous for one of ( Read more... ) -
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lj is dead.
