We're famous.

Meaningful:

"You look so happy lying there by yourself. And it's awful lonely sleeping downstairs on the couch. I can't help the hand that I've been dealt. But sometimes its hard to keep my hands to myself."

Post-Lysergic Gatherings ( Read more... )

I want something that will last... no more settling.

I don't understand why I'm not good enough.
I treated her like a princess.
And that wasn't the way she wanted it.
She said "there's no one more worthy than you."
She wants someone to spend her off time with.
Just not me.
What the fuck.
I didn't do anything to deserve this.
This isn't karma.

I don't want to be alone.

I don't get how someone can like someone so much one day and the next not want them. Its not right.

I feel like that part of my heart that holds me together, that keeps me ticking, has been weathered down to a strand. I have no desire to keep going like this. Its just going to go down in the books as another point proven towards my incapability of maintaining a relationship ( Read more... )

Desperation...S.O.S.

I'm a really fucked up person... That's just a general realization...