I love you Sarah.

Anything i try to do is wrong, its never fun with me. Its always boring with me and when i try to make it something for every1, its shut down!

_BrEtT-

As Akon would say Its Over And Done With. Damn i wish i could of stop it. This is gonna be hard.

I sit there and just read the comment that were left on my livejournal, snd sit there with a smile and tear running down my fat check. It's hard and im trying to get by, but i can't. i wish this would of never happened!!

This might be the hardest thing i've ever had too do!

Life Can't always be the way you want it to be can it!

what did i do? what was i thinking? To someone i care for so much, And to put my hands on them, if i lost her i would be broken. i mean i love my family but its a different love, i know i will never loose them. im going shes so special and to hit someone u say you love so much is wrong. well if i loose her, like i know im going too, please make ( Read more... )

So Happy Thanksgiving! I went to my Aunt Wendys house. I Realized how much i really love my family today, and how thankfull i am to be with them today and the rest of their lives. That includes my aunt Wendy, my uncle Jeff, my parents, Keith, My cousin stacy, And all my fucking homies. i had so good foot poatoes, made by my cousin erik, ( Read more... )

I'm back in the stage of hating my life. I need to be commited!

I've lost it. I want to hurt her. Some1 come pick me up, before i do something stupid, and go to jail the rest of my life. I hate my life, tonight is the night i overdose on drugs, bye you guys.

_BrEtT-