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kthxbi. <3

visit me from 3 - 9.
winn dixie.
little and ridge.
bitches.

this weekend was fucking crazy ( Read more... )

aww today was such a good day.
then i got my fucking period.
now it sucks.
i should just be a guy.
no vaginal blood.
and all the gay guys i like
would be all like "hey mr. penis"
((touch touch)).

fuck i forgot how much i miss the modest mouse cd i lost and now i have to buy it again.
and i miss pricilla<3.

something is seriously fucking wrong with me. every second i want to fucking cry i can't explain it. i fucking hate myself, why can't i fucking control my feelings for people? it sucks seeing the person you love fucking everyday, and seeing them love someone fucking else. it's too the point where i don't think i can hang out with amanda. or brandon ( Read more... )

ehh. i was in such a bitchy whiney pussy ass emo mood yesterday. but thats done. let it be said, I DONT TRUST HIM. i was talking w brandon and adding everything up and although joe makes steven really happy i think the kid is bad news. and if he fucking hurts steve i'll slit his throat.

i have to go to a play tonight. fuck.

so i am writing this essay on how "homosexual marriage ruins the morals of american society." god i am going to do kick fucking ass. i should do the exact opposite and at the end of my paper say FUCK ALL THE FAGS. but, no ( Read more... )

last night i was such a fucking cunt in everything.
. i told the person i like everything i felt.
. i got upset over brandon, i was fucking dumb.

i dunno i'm sure i fucked up somewhere else too.
but whatever that was yesterday. today kicks.
brandon is spending the night and i'm fucking estatic.

i feel so down today. nothing matters to me anymore. everyone thinks i am an asshole (which is fine since i think i am a good person), i'm not good enough for anyone i want to be with (which is suck since i am not happy with myself), my cars broke, my parents always fight, i have to go to court in less than a month, my job fucking blows. my new ( Read more... )