I need ( Read more... )

sooo

this year

has been overwhelming.

what am i doing?

and

hahah

wtf@ the one security guy at the gund?

ahahahsda

so uh yeah

fyi

as of a few days ago

i have relocated to the CIA dorm rooms

nothing is permanent

i've always had this insecurity about myself where i felt as if i was never good enough for anybody. i seem to be convinced that i'm not what other people think i am. i seem to pull away everytime i get attatched to somebody. i don't want to get involved again yet at the same time i do. i'm so confused and frustrated about things. last night, i ( Read more... )

well. today was interesting.

someone told me something on the fire escape, and since then my head has been spinning.

park with the boy. i felt so content. i got grass all over my back.

i am overwhelmed. i don't know what to do about this.

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my rat died this weekend. shes gone ( Read more... )

i admit it. i'm fucking scared.

i dont tell anyone but i still worry a lot that when they figure out all this its gonna be something really bad

something fatal. like they said they saw something in the pituitary gland on an mri and thats the "master gland" and i my fucking brain is bleeding so i dont k now

its just something that doesnt seem far- ( Read more... )

at the cleveland clinic ( Read more... )