love profusion.

[fuckdaglitz]

sometimes i wonder if i am really living lately. and i wonder if i am living my life to the fullest because all i do is count down the days, daydream to take me to that place, go through the motions to do what i know i have to do. i thought with the time this distance would get easier and i would get use to us being apart. it's not getting easier.

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[anonymous]

hey,
i know how this goes. its hard and it sucks, but you'll pull through. do what makes u happy. i think u also feel like u might just be doing this for him b/c u think that's what ppl expect (something ive felt many times before). if u think that will make u happy, do it. yes it is a big life decision or whatever, but honestly, its just life, and any college is any college its just what u make of it. do what makes u happy, alana. you deserve it. :)

[fuckdaglitz]

kali?!

...thanks! :)
that's how i feel! i just question when do i draw the line between being selfish, irrational, logical, what's right for me? what's right for everyone else...and i do wonder what people would think, but at the moment i dont really care!

ive got a lot to think about...

[beautifulfailur]

i say logic is overrated.

i really do think you have enough courage to make the right decision (whatever it may be) regardless of what everyone else thinks you should do. the hard part is figuring out what it is that you want... so... good luck with that, miss alana.

[fuckdaglitz]

thanks rachel. :)