Hmm, I think i'm just gonna stop updateing this thing. No one reads it, but shit happens.

I took Lori's adderall today in school, and I must say I like adderall a lot. If the therapist makes me go to the docters to get that 'depression medication' then i'm gonna see if they can get me adderall. I'll ask my dad if he'll take me to get 'tested.' He'll do it. Wow, I really hope it works out ( Read more... )

Jared called me today on his sisters cell phone. He's staying with his sister & her boyfriend, 'cause he dosn't want to move to Sayerville, which is cool. We didn't talk for a while, a little more then a half hour at most. It was nice, I havn't talked to him on the phone in a real long while ( Read more... )

Well, I went to my sisters house this weekend and it didn't turn out like I had hoped. Friday I got there & had to help paint the new apartment. The apartment is nice. 2 bedroom. So, I had to paint & the weekend consisted of moving all the shit back & forth. I hardly ate anything all weekend long & did so much moving around. I lost 5 pounds, which ( Read more... )

Yesaterday I got a new kick-ass camera phone.
I love it. <3

I'm waiting for my mom to come pick me up for gay therapy. Therapy is really starting to piss me off.

Last night I had a weird dream about ghost cats & me freaking out. It was..pretty dumb now that I think about it.

But my phone kicks so much ass >:D

I noticed that a lot of my posts have to do with smoking pot ( Read more... )

The water is back on, phew.
And that hole wasn't from the water guys, turns out it just caved in or something.

Hmm, I know my house & the mafia are connected, I wonder if that's where they hid the money.

Whatever.

I can't believe this. My dad forgot to pay the fucking water bill of $63. fucking dollars, he said he had lost the bill. He found it & the due day was April 5. FUCK! what the FUCK am I gonna do without water? I need water. You'd think my dad, a fucking lawyer, would have his act a little bit more put together, yet just 2 days ago he was drunk as ( Read more... )

Yesterday my therapist told me I have involuntary depression.
I never thought I was depressed before, maybe i'm in denial or something?

Her: I think you have involuntary depression. Do you think so?
Me: No.
Her: How do you feel about it now that I told you?
Me: Nothing?
Her: exactly.
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Okay?

This weekend was like all the others, exept this weekend was..kinda boring.
Got some awesome weed from Rich ;) Yeah.
That thunderstorm was awesome.

Nothing happened today, exept Alexis' mom wouldn't stop talking about niggers while we were in the car. Yeah, it was funny I guess.

This weekend was beat.This summer is gonna be beat. I'm gonna have ( Read more... )