EEK! so theres a LOT of guys out there. and im finding that out, and a lot of them are really nice and cute. haha. but i want to find someone to settle down with and stuff, obviously not right now, but eventually. you know...♥

so, things are WAY different now. im so much more happy now that i dont have to deal with david's shit anymore. i get to hangout with my friends a lot more, and i get to meet new guys. i get better attention from the guys i meet then i did from david lately. anyways, i have school soon. just im not depressed anymore. holler.
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im SOOO depressed. and no matterwhat anyone says to try and change my opinions of what i think, i still think im fat and ugly. and im SO emotional. idont know whats wrong with me. ive gotten enough sleep. i slept like all day today, and ive had the worst headache/migraine since like 3 am and it wotn go away. i hate crying, but i cant do anything ( Read more... )

no one cares about me as much as i care about them. NO one.

so i woke up to my parents being like, lynai come downstairs, blahblah... and i was like wtf! im sleeping and im sick, go away. haha, and they were like, you need to come see this. so i got downstairs, and there was a packet from VCU, and it said You're in! i was thinking, is this for real, and i opened it and IM IN!!!!
wooT!! and so i definetly ( Read more... )

So, I'm really excited about tomorrow. I'm mostlikely getting my bronco, and you have NO idea how stoked i am. ahhhhg ( Read more... )

NOone can understand what I'm going through right now. Even if you don't, you can still ask if I'm doing ok. It makes me feel like you actually care. I don't even understand what's happening. This sucks. I wish I could make all the pain and tears go away, I wish that I could just know so that I could stop it and make it go away quicker. I hate this

i've come to a conclusion... im going to stop asking, and give you space. if you want it, you can ask.

Song 1... That's all I have to say.

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i hate this... now i know how YOU feel, and i feel really bad for doing this to you. i know how it feels, i know how it makes you cry, it makes me cry.. and im really sorry. lylas.<3