Seriously, I've pretty much quit using livejournal in favor of twitter. Way more stoked on that shit than this shit. But I keep coming back. I'll keep coming back ( Read more... )

Anxiety and drums and unpaid bills and death and you're not invited and things that don't work and if it's not one thing it's another and you're all out of food and leaving friends and trying to get rid of amps and general unhappiness and wanderlust and I think we should make out and underachieving and you need a steady job and let luck run out and ( Read more... )

Preface: Life rules ( Read more... )

I never get invited to parties, but running into people I know on 4th street is a good feeling ( Read more... )

Turnover ( Read more... )

I think maybe it's like "Oh, but you've already had your chance" and like everything, I wasted it.
Which is a terrible thing, but in the back of my mind I know it, just like in the back of my mind I know a lot of things.


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When I go back and look at the pictures from a certain month, it seems like I do a lot more with my life than I give myself credit for. "Saw a friend from out of state's band play in Los Angeles, ate pizza, played drums all day, spent time with a beautiful girl, live theatre, helped someone move, got my driver's permit, bled a lot, had a party at ( Read more... )

I have been pretty bummed on people's attitudes lately, and I guess it shows, which is a pretty shitty attitude to have itself I guess. I just get so frustrated with things sometimes. I think I just need a bit of a change. I never do anything. I hardly ever leave my room ( Read more... )

I know what's wrong, and I just have this one track mind, and I'm up here and I'm alone, and I'm alone in so many ways ( Read more... )

Have I mentioned how fucking amazing shit has been lately, with no sign of stopping?
There's never a sign of anything stopping.
I'm terrible at everything, but I love doing it, so I won't let that stop me.

eat my dick.

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