I think my friends may be trying to subtly tell me something that maybe I just don't want to hear. And I suppose (obviously) I am aware of this, but... I don't know, it's just something that I will probably have to wait and see about. It's a wait and see sort of thing ( Read more... )

I have had a long, awkward day. However, it has also been one of the best days I have had in whoknowshowlong. Is that a coincidence? I don't really think so ( Read more... )

Is monogamy just too easy? I'm thinking that's my reasoning, but I'm starting to have my doubts. I'm starting to have my doubts about a lot of things.
But no no, not in a bad way! It's good to question everything!

here's the thing:

"I find bedside ( Read more... )

While I would still like to say that I have no regrets in my life, I will acknowledge that there are some choices that I have made where maybe it would have been better to go with the other option. I am sorry that sometimes I decide to hang out with a girl instead of doing awesome things. Even if the girl in question is perhaps very pretty, or is a ( Read more... )

It seems like the last several times I've kissed a girl for the first time, they have said something to the effect of "Took you long enough ( Read more... )

I'm unsure as to how I want to make this entry ( Read more... )

So I was sort of bummed to realize that the only band-aids I have in this house are ones that are made to look like strips of bacon ( Read more... )

Everything is still broken, but I'm considerably happier.
Escapism, perhaps, but what isn't?

Lying and Cheating and Chasing You Around.

I think it has to do with just being out of the house so much.
Um.

honestly, where is there a Shakey's pizza anymore?

It's like the fate of this was decided for me and a weight has been lifted.
Terrible choices for terrible days.

Chew my fingernails to the bone.

If you say that you were nervous too, I would understand, and I wouldn't feel so bad.

Self sabotage.
Please don't like me like that.

It's hard to keep your head above it.

Some one or some thing make my life better.

It's been so long I forgot I was waiting.

I don't know why I am so turned off of intellectually stimulating discussions as of late.

Two Thousand Nine: the Year of Escapism.