If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

Things have changed since the last post I wrote. He read it, even though I told him not to. I wish I saved the conversation. I think it's kinda funny that the first time he told me he loves me was on AIM, but it's ok. I've been giddy all day, it's annoying Ben most of all. I'm having a hard time writing this post because I'm talking to Jenni. Back ( Read more... )

Even more than the time he and Adam fought at my birthday party ( Read more... )

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I don't know how this happened. Last night I didn't sleep. I took my meds and melatonin, it never kicked in. After a weird performance I talked to Matt on the phone until one, and then we went to sleep at one. Well, he went to sleep. I pretended to be asleep on the phone so I wouldn't have to actually say goodbye to him, and then when I put the ( Read more... )

We're really getting it together. Too bad there's only one weekend left after today. I know I'll be really upset the last day.

Went to Matt's brother's wedding party yesterday, and then later saw Adam and Leah. It would have been a lot more fun if I wasn't so tired all the time. I think I spoke too soon when I said Geodon was a miracle drug. It ( Read more... )

I think that making out in a Jeep that's parked in your driveway at one in the morning with the radio playing and the rain falling outside is one of the most awesome experiences a person can have.

I could feel that my pants are a little bigger, and I've been getting that obnoxious "crack kills" comment over the past few days, since I don't wear underwear when I don't have to do a show. So I knew I had lost weight. I didn't know how much until I went into Dr. Couvoursie's office for the study and saw how much I weighed, and was disappointed ( Read more... )

Last episode EVER! It's so sad. No more of them:


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To anyone who thought I was kidding about going to the premiere.... I wasn't ( Read more... )