( I posted this but then I realized that it's fucking long )

Hey kids. I wanted to let you know that I'm currently working on a new design for the site. Just basically a sidebar. I don't want it to be just a "cool" graphic. I want it to be art and have meaning to me. Yes digital art can be perceived beyond pixels. There will also be somewhat of a manifest (minus the pretension) or an explanation behind ( Read more... )

This is going to be the last entry I make in this journal. I'll be making a new one and writing it and working on a new style. I guess I'll let everyone know when it's done. There won't be a link in this journal because I really don't want some people to find me. So if you haven't emailed me yet and it's not displayed on your lj page, do so now ( Read more... )

Rumsfield's declaration of the possibility of nuclear attack by terrorists... can you say sensationalism? Fuck him. Why doesn't he do something about it?! Apparently, this war on terrorism ISN'T working. Why the fuck are we bombing and using military actions in Afghanistan if we are just expecting more terrorist attacks? Maybe what we are ( Read more... )

PS. Who on my friends list said they had taken up listening to a jazz program on NPR? How dare you not ask me to make you a mix cd / tape from my collection! Shame on you. Remind me of who you are and I'll work on that ( Read more... )

I wanted to start this off with a dedication to the memory of Stephen Jay Gould.


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doing a little better... i guess ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let everyone know about last night. As you can see by the entry I somehow found a reason to update last night in the middle of a manic breakdown and that's why it's incoherent and messed up. This was the most scared I've ever been in my life, ever. I talked to a crisis line worker that told me I might be having an adverse ( Read more... )

hey kids. i had a pretty bad breakdown. don't worry i'll be okay. i just don' tknow how long it will be til i can update.

so take care all and remember that i love you.

comments are disabled because i don't need sympathy. just keep me in your thoughts you know?

thank sa lot.

-benny

33 response on the entry below. Keep it rolling!!!

-benny