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new journal.
gills_of_wine.
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new journal. new Kayla

i want to say everything i am feeling right now. down to the bitter core of my insides. i can't speak everything. i can't say anything. i feel speachless, yet, overwhelmed in speech at the same time. i want to chase him. run after him as fast as i can with my little legs and catch him and hug him tell him i never let go. but he has. so even if i ( Read more... )

my mom said everyday will be better than the last. that in a week i should be back to normal. she is probably right. i feel better today than i did yesturday. it was bad yesturday. i cried so much that i got sick. when i woke up this morning my throat hurt, my eyes were swollen, and my nose was stuffed. ugh ( Read more... )

my mom is thinking about taking in a family from new orleans. maybe one that got evacuated here. she wants to help them. i think that is incredible. i would give my room up for them ( Read more... )

wish me luck for tomorrow guys!
i'm gonna make a move.
not a move...but a "move"
errr. i need some luck. people

jean skirt. sexy shirt. shower. hair. make up. looking nice.

ahhh. sweet sweet world. i am thinking about crawling over to europe for a few years and try to convince them to not elect a president since my parents seem to think that's going to be the anti-christ. and what not. what good would i do? i'll tell ya what would happen and the answer i simply that i would become power hungry and become the anti- ( Read more... )

i've come to a serious decision about my life. it involves someone i love very very very much. i'm going to cry a lot. and probably more. the decision will be made available to his ears friday, after school. and i plan on still hanging out with his this weekend. if that's cool. probably won't be. i need to start listening to my head a little more ( Read more... )

yeah so college life is getting started again. this time im a sophomore. hell yeah ( Read more... )

ahhh.

school tomorrow.

call me after 12. we'll do lunch.

matt. change my oil i need to know what to get :]