wow. this will change my whole life ( Read more... )

i feel. different right now. i've not been this happy not only in months, but in years...i don't know how to control it sometimes, and i get scared. i'm in a beautiful relationship with a beautiful soul. he's amazing. i don't know how to describe it any other way ( Read more... )

my beautiful ferret is getting surgery tomorrow. pray pray pray.

testing. one two. you know...the last few christmas's i have made it quite clear what i wanted...lets see if anyone can guess.

1. my favorite childhood book.
2. my favorite movie.
3. other little meaningful favorites.

have fun getting presents everyone :D

well take what you want from me. you deserve it all. nine times out of ten. our heats just get dissolved. well i want a better place. or just a better way to fall.

auburn beat georgia. yay auburn <33333. that was my happiness of the evening ( Read more... )

i love gin blossoms and now i am going to pretend like i didn't act like a big idiot tonight. i think i'm about to start my period if maybe that makes a difference. i should have been more understanding. i imagined me being more understanding. i thought i saw you drive back to nutz's house...was it you ( Read more... )

i know what you did.

god. i'm still hurting...and it still feels good...

jesus.

today was simply wonderful. and hopefully the rest of the week will be too. matt and i are hanging out thursday <333 ( Read more... )

i think that i made a mistake.
i don't feel happy right now.
i don't feel good.

i don't feel reassured and i don't feel like i'm doing what should be done

am i pretending?

i'm going to just. talk. conversations solve everything. no?

i'm going to be up all night. again. over the same bullshit.

this is the last time i'll ever write in here again.

i just wanted to say bye.