rainy monday. mondays are bad anyways. much less rainy ones.am i right? yesss. im going to try to put in some job applications before work. kyven said he could get me a job at JC pennys. which sounds alright i suppose. ahhh one more year and i'll have my associaates and i cn get a real job ( Read more... )

does anyone remember that entry i wrote a while back about listening to my heart or head ( Read more... )

ugh. im so hungry. my stomach is starting to eat its own acid. gross ( Read more... )

cory, i say this with my mouth open. awegdskgawemkfnmdskawe. :::drool:::haha. sorry you had to go through that ( Read more... )

the one and only time you'd ever see me eat chocolate. is when i'm depressed. of course, i have my up and down times. right now, if a down time as i am sucking down jello chocolate pudding, it tastes horrible but the sweetness numbs my thoughts. and after all, it is the only sweet thing im my house besides ice cream, and i can't eat any more of ( Read more... )

ANGER ( Read more... )

you best love me bitch.
go check yer mail.

Must be your skin that I'm sinking in ( Read more... )

we want no one and no one comes.

i'm sorry that had to happen.

i love you be strong. <3

im coming to talk to you today. sometime.
you're not going to like what i have to say.
but i have to say it. so just listen and nod if you want.
you're going to be upset and maybe mad.
but i have to say this or else i will go in my head thinking it
and we will never be friends
cause i will hate you