im sick, and had a panic attack today.
it sucked.
and ugh, i havnt talked to Mae in a while.
but on a happier note...
blood brothers on wednsday and i get of grounding that day.
FINALLY.
so stoked.
well im falling asleep due to the sicknessnnessnesssness.
later nuccas.
<3

sitting here.
bored.
menstrating.
bitchy.
blah.

<3[fashion tips baby]

cant stop thinking about him.

it's driving me crazy.

hey caitlin...800mg's. haha.

im out.later<3

so im "in school" right now.

boring...

were sapposed to be playing the class our favorite songs,i picked a taking back sunday one.

some kid picked a phantom of the opera song. it's a guy. yeah. he's definatly a bit gay.

kill me now. x x
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im sick like fuck.

gained a pound.

cant go to the fftl concert.

couldnt sleep last nnnight.

miss him like crazy.

my life blows.

the end,<3

so it's almost midnight and i cant stop thinking about him. everything reminds me of him. everything. like it's so insane. ugh. well caitlin came over today and chris and matt showed up so we all played in the rain and jumped into the community pool with all our clothes on. well except chris. he cant go 20 minutes without getting naked. it's kinda ( Read more... )

so im listening to underoath and watching my cat lick himself. wow. im defiantly a loser. ugh im so bored and tired and just sick of even existing. life blows. like it be different if i was somewhat happy but im not so yeah. my mom went back to the hospital last night. and i edged some black chicks hair. interesting night. so im dying my hair black ( Read more... )

so tonight im going to the element with caitlin (who the fuck else would i go with?) and i get off grounding on saturday. it's mae's birthdaay today, im sending him a birthday card. sad, im aware. well it's all early in the morning so im out. later.

<3.

im depressed. beyong no beleif. fuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkk im sad.

i miss him so much it hurts. just his voice alone makes me shiver, let alone the sweet things he says. sad i know.later.