ugh.im in a shitty mood. i feel like yelling at somone and blaming my stomahc flu/lonliness/fall out boy tickless-ness on somone. =-(
BUT im listening to underoath so it makes things a bit better.
im cutting my hair...
again.
not short as hell though, just like a little shorter than my shoulders.
hot, i know.
im out.

yes so i have the stomach flu. it blows. and i cant eat a thing other wise i throw it up. ugh it's yukky =-(. god and im bored. and my room is dirty and i hate that and i cant clean it cuz i cant even stand up too well. im useless heh. fall out boy is coming soon god i sweawr if i dont go im gonna kill myself i need to see a show. im dying! later

wow so im in a shitty mood. my mom's in the hospital,i miss my caitlin and my lip ring, i want mae more than ever, and im tired. life sucks. i think god hates me. sad, i know. so last night my faggot little brother was being well, himself,and started crying cuz he fucking couldnt have pancakes. so me and my nice self made them for him so he'd shut ( Read more... )

awww so mae just left me the cutest comment possible and now im all smiley. and for some meraculous, crazy reason my parents gave everything i lost back to me so i have my precious t.v in my giant room and my phone and computer access and such. plus i have my caitlin back! woot woot. aw god but i havnt talked to Mae in like, almost 2 days and i ( Read more... )

so im incredibly sad. i just made cookies with kenny and im listening to all the songs that remind me of mae. im so depressed i havnt talked to him today and i know that sounds gay but i love hearing his voice and when i dont i cant tthink about anything else but him. and im also sad as hell because my dad is being such a butthole and it's like ( Read more... )

hmm so i talked to my love mae today. i swear im so head or heals ALREADY. i cant figure out what it is but he makes me feel like...indescribable. i love him so much. it's almost insane how much i care about him. i dunno just like, his laugh and the little things he says just eat at me all day. i mean im so pathetic i fall asleep thinking about him ( Read more... )

so i guess me and andrew are oficially over since like 2 weeks ago. im kinda glad. he was a penis head who only thought with him penis. sad, i know :-/. but on the bright side i have mae the love of my life and i think if i loved him anymore i'd conbust with joy. i really do love him so much though. it's almost unhealthy.and like i get butterflies ( Read more... )

im sad. like sad as hell. im so confused about andrew. it's like he doesnt even care that i exist and were sapposed to be going out. i almost hate him so much for it that i love him even more...im so lost.

so im talking to kyle and god im so smiley. i think if i loved him anymore i'd combust!

kyle is my future husband <33

yeah so im sitting at home and updating this on my new laptop. it's kinda sexy :-) ugh and i FINALLY get to see andrew tonight at the element. i miss him :-/. anyways so i woke up and made brekfast (scrambled eggs, yummy) and watched cartoons. and i got bored so here i am updating. fascinating isnt it? so my grandpa is here and he brought his two ( Read more... )