why is it that the friends you think you have end up fucking you? Sorry that I fell for someone unexpectedly. It wasn't planned nor expected. I can't help it, neither can she. We aren't just fucking,we aren't just fuck buddies, we have more than just than than just the physical aspect to what we are and we we are as a pair. We like(sometimes could ( Read more... )

So today i got wasted. And I drove home......not a good idea since i got busted a little bit a go but i needed it. I don't know what to do. I'm so fucked up i don't know where to start. Things just seem to fall in place over time but i can't take the time or the place for everything to just fall. It seems that only good things happen to bad people ( Read more... )

Bye the way i forgot to tell all you that we have the cutiest house ever! Monkey and I are the bestest roomies ever! And i hate psycho crazy mother fucking people who can't get over shit and stop being selfish.

so it's tuesday. and actual typical tuesday that i am actually drunk for once. and for the last 4 weeks-ish it's probably the drunkest i have been. but i feel kinda good about it. but i don't like to be as drunk as i am. and i think i am actually making progress in my life towards making a normal human being-ship. now i have realized that ( Read more... )

okay so i'm in stevens point (point beer!!!!) and i'm writing a message. So yeah im geting kinda drunk visiting with christine but still sooo sober it's disgusting. yeah so i have met some interesting people which of hum get drunk off of 3 shots. yeah and i've had about 5 1/2 whiskey 1/2 coke drinks and unfortunetly i'm sober. okay so I just ( Read more... )

*I had to fix this a little i couldn't read so noone else probaly will either ( Read more... )

ha ha it only took me 32minutes to fuckin figure out how to type something. i should not be up this early and still be up. my mom came and got me at 8:00am this morning im suppose to be sleeping right now. but instead im bored and i know i came on the internet for a reason i just cant quite seem to remember what that is.............. i wish i had a ( Read more... )

well lets see if this works

Today is sunday. Lori & casey made me do one of these things. Yep well it's 3:30 and i need to rest before the L word.